I've been so agitated lately. After all the drama crap on Monday, I feel like I should just snap at someone. =/ Then to make things even worse, the drama pursued onto Tuesday, then dad pissed me off, too. Its just like, good god. Does everything always have to be so dramatic? Not to mention Zeek's recruiter comes over on Tuesday at 1.. I have no idea how longer he's going to be here till he has to go to Naval Basic training. I'm going to miss him like crazy.

He hasn't really been talkative lately. I guess its because he's been mostly bored.. But still. I wish he'd talk to me a little bit more. But he isn't big on hints. Or from me anyway.

Sometimes I wish I never met Navi or Jul. Those two hurt me so much. I would have never dreamed they'd be talking shit about me behind my back. Not to mention I spent so much money on Jul its insane. She was a "good" friend.. Until I found out that she was talking shit about me, and Zeek. I'll never talk to them again. I can't. I can't do that to myself anymore. I'm not trying to impress people anymore, I'm just trying to be myself now. I wish I never met them, but if I didn't meet Jul then I would have never met Zeek. So I guess that's /one/ good thing out of her.